Christmas Have Passed.. and New Year is coming. It should be a happy time. But it doesnt seem like it..
Michelle and Kok Hoe lil precious.. Miru... Disappeared.. It happened on the christmas day.. Mic's mum lost Miru while she was doing something at the gardens... mayb miru run out from the gate and let someone caught him.. Seem it might be a regrettable journey for michelle as she lost her precious when she was on vacation..
Everything doesnt seems to go the way we wanted.. We want that.. and We must sometime sacrifice something we liked..
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
hApPy 2008
i'm da INTruDER of UR blog~ hack into it and posted this~
PS: i'm NOT ivan...i'm just another best hacker of da world.. :P
hey, please forgive me of my playfulness, delete it if u dun like it.. ^^ -milky-
PS: i'm NOT ivan...i'm just another best hacker of da world.. :P
hey, please forgive me of my playfulness, delete it if u dun like it.. ^^ -milky-
Zoom...Zoom..Hard Present....
Bought a present present for her... I took a long time choosing them.. use my heart to choose it..
I just wan to give her the present.. But everytime i invite her out.. She always busy..
Tonight I invite her out to have a drink and YES! she agreed..
So I thought i can give the present to her and see her expression.. After awhile.. she gave me a call asking how many people it going.. and she wan to bring a guy friend to yum cha also.. I stoned for awhile.. then i told her that it would be quite alot of people going.. then she said she dont wan to bring her friend go...
While i was fetching my other friend.. she gave me an sms..telling me that she cant join us for yum cha because she need to fetch her guy friend back home.. It really twist the fuck out of my brain.. I was damn pissed off... i drag the car as if it was rear wheel drive racing car and i was only driving an hyundai atos..
I have been continuously inviting her out for 3 days.. and she is busy... I am so so so sick of it.. So i decided i just drag the car to her house and give it to her... It was raining.. i was really emotional that time.. when reach her house.. she came out i just pass the present to her.. without saying anything.. She might didnt even notice that.. I was quite pissed off...
Feel like not giving the present to her.. but the present is I bought it for her.. So keeping the present is useless...Wat ever happens.. the present is I bought for her so i might just present it to her..
Seems like for so long.. I am the one who isnt getting the call... and it was some other guy was getting the call..
I just wan to give her the present.. But everytime i invite her out.. She always busy..
Tonight I invite her out to have a drink and YES! she agreed..
So I thought i can give the present to her and see her expression.. After awhile.. she gave me a call asking how many people it going.. and she wan to bring a guy friend to yum cha also.. I stoned for awhile.. then i told her that it would be quite alot of people going.. then she said she dont wan to bring her friend go...
While i was fetching my other friend.. she gave me an sms..telling me that she cant join us for yum cha because she need to fetch her guy friend back home.. It really twist the fuck out of my brain.. I was damn pissed off... i drag the car as if it was rear wheel drive racing car and i was only driving an hyundai atos..
I have been continuously inviting her out for 3 days.. and she is busy... I am so so so sick of it.. So i decided i just drag the car to her house and give it to her... It was raining.. i was really emotional that time.. when reach her house.. she came out i just pass the present to her.. without saying anything.. She might didnt even notice that.. I was quite pissed off...
Feel like not giving the present to her.. but the present is I bought it for her.. So keeping the present is useless...Wat ever happens.. the present is I bought for her so i might just present it to her..
Seems like for so long.. I am the one who isnt getting the call... and it was some other guy was getting the call..
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Merry Christmas~~ ??Merry?? Not sure
Time passes so fast and christmas is around the corner. What do I think about christmas? Santa hat, Christmas songs, Love, Presents , Christmas Trees And Party. This gonna be another dont-know-where-to-go christmas. My friends are going to penang to celebrate christmas.
I should be going there to.. because of financial problem.. So.. cant make it..
So.. Where should i go? No idea at all. Thought wanna invite her out. But I felt that she will be spending christmas with her friends happier than spending it with me. What about a present for her? I have been thinking though.. but dont know wat to present it to her.. Mayb a doll, mayb a watch , mayb a...... hmmm dont know.. My friend told me to present her a christmas card.. but i feel like i wanna give her something nicer.. cause celebrating christmas happen 1 time in a year..
Thought gonna have a nice christmas this year.. But it seems to be that another boring christmas.
Not feeling good now.. Mixed up feelings.. how much i hate it..
Lonely Christmas~~
I should be going there to.. because of financial problem.. So.. cant make it..
So.. Where should i go? No idea at all. Thought wanna invite her out. But I felt that she will be spending christmas with her friends happier than spending it with me. What about a present for her? I have been thinking though.. but dont know wat to present it to her.. Mayb a doll, mayb a watch , mayb a...... hmmm dont know.. My friend told me to present her a christmas card.. but i feel like i wanna give her something nicer.. cause celebrating christmas happen 1 time in a year..
Thought gonna have a nice christmas this year.. But it seems to be that another boring christmas.
Not feeling good now.. Mixed up feelings.. how much i hate it..
Lonely Christmas~~
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
It's has been a long time since i blogged.It has been 1 YEAR!!! Many things have changed since then, Ups and Downs..I have been mature at thinking, not like last time. I admit that last time my thinking was damn freaking childish. That what life is.. It been a year my mom's wholesale business been running. Seems good, gonna have a shop lot at Bukit Bintang there.. for retail.. It sound greats... yea.. it does.. But not on my father's side.. Pub... the business have been very bad.. not good at all. Now they are discussing about selling out the business after CNY. The pub have been up for 6 years.. it is sad to see it to be like that..
Now everyone have their own job now... working for their future, getting a bright, good, happy future. I am still studying in my CIB ( Certificate In Business) Course. Have wasted 1 year time for studying. Kinda feel regret about it. As people says " You sleep in the Bed, You made". I always want to work in a office enviroment, but everyone is waiting for me to takeover my mom's and dad's business.. but I not really happy with it. But it has to be me.. My Sis has been doing good in her advertising company. Her boss have been very good to her and she have a very good bf. She is one lucky girl. I heard that she gonne be a Account manager next year and she havent even work in the company for 1 year!!! Anyways.. It's good to heard that she is doing fine. Hope she doesnt stress herself out.
Nowadays I really dont know what to do with myself. Study not.. Working not... Feeling useless..
One of my friend caught a puppy near his house.Dont know what kind of dog it is..It looks like shis tzu to me. It have long fur and size of a shih tzu. They brought it to the vet. The vet said it is a roadside dog. But I dont believe it.. normally those roadside dog are big and has short furs.. They seem to like the dog very much, but the dog very very naughty. He loves to bite ur feet. His sharps teeth hurts alot. haha.. he is just too playful..
Life have been normal when I met someone. She older than me. Haha.. It is weird for some of you for a guy dating a older girl. I used to hate it dating older or younger girls..i prefer someone who is same age as me.. Mayb she changed my mind. I do really like her.. I didnt make any serious move to date her cause she just broken from a relationship. So i decide to wait and give her sometime. So i just invite her come out have a drink, dinner and hang out. Nothing seems to go better. It just go ------------ or \... means it either nothing or goes down. Very hard to invite her out. Mayb our age gap is too wide.. Nothing to say while having dinner or during Yum Cha session. I tried to bring some topic out to talk.. but it seems.. i am the one who keeps asking the question and she is the one who is answering. It hurts. I ask my friend (girl) for advice and comment. She is honest. She told me that "if this kind of situation you are facing, shows that the girl dont have any interest in you". It does hurt me alot. But atleast i know it. I kinda agree with it.Its have been 2 weeks i didnt see her. I have been just sms-ing her only. But i dont feel any better. Dont know what she is thinking. Mayb she is hiding it from me. I just dont know. I asked her " How are you?". She will just reply " Just normal lo". I understand that girl is protective, and doesnt tell anything to you if she doesnt trust you. But she told me b4 that she trust us. I really dont know what is going on in her mind. She is on holiday now.. Thought can invite her out for yum cha. Guess what.. Disappointed. She always occupied or tired. Until now I still cant invite her out. It really hurts me when she reply me " cant le.. you enjoy la". Hate to see these words. I just dont have the confidence to date her. Or just i dont have fate with her. I just been MSN-ing with her. She said she quite busy with personal stuff. Wondering what kind of personal stuff is she dealing wif... I know i shouldnt stick my nose into someone's personal stuff. From my point of view, Personal stuff are Financial , Love and Family. Her Financial and Family looks alright for me. Mayb she is Having love problems. Another new love.. mayb..i just think too much.
It is good to see my friend being with their loves ones.. How they can get together and stay like that. They seems to be very happy and lovely. Haha.. 2 thumbs for them. Wish they can stay like that.
I dont have the looks,the style, the cash, the cars,...
I have always been keeping every sad things. I wanna find someone who I can spit everything out to. I dont have a GF. So I cant. MY friend.. They cant give any advice nor comment. But Only one can. She listen an gives advice and comments. But it isnt enough, So i decided to Open my blog again.. Write everything down. Release myself, type everything, spit everything. I do feel better when i am typing this.
Now everyone have their own job now... working for their future, getting a bright, good, happy future. I am still studying in my CIB ( Certificate In Business) Course. Have wasted 1 year time for studying. Kinda feel regret about it. As people says " You sleep in the Bed, You made". I always want to work in a office enviroment, but everyone is waiting for me to takeover my mom's and dad's business.. but I not really happy with it. But it has to be me.. My Sis has been doing good in her advertising company. Her boss have been very good to her and she have a very good bf. She is one lucky girl. I heard that she gonne be a Account manager next year and she havent even work in the company for 1 year!!! Anyways.. It's good to heard that she is doing fine. Hope she doesnt stress herself out.
Nowadays I really dont know what to do with myself. Study not.. Working not... Feeling useless..
One of my friend caught a puppy near his house.Dont know what kind of dog it is..It looks like shis tzu to me. It have long fur and size of a shih tzu. They brought it to the vet. The vet said it is a roadside dog. But I dont believe it.. normally those roadside dog are big and has short furs.. They seem to like the dog very much, but the dog very very naughty. He loves to bite ur feet. His sharps teeth hurts alot. haha.. he is just too playful..
Life have been normal when I met someone. She older than me. Haha.. It is weird for some of you for a guy dating a older girl. I used to hate it dating older or younger girls..i prefer someone who is same age as me.. Mayb she changed my mind. I do really like her.. I didnt make any serious move to date her cause she just broken from a relationship. So i decide to wait and give her sometime. So i just invite her come out have a drink, dinner and hang out. Nothing seems to go better. It just go ------------ or \... means it either nothing or goes down. Very hard to invite her out. Mayb our age gap is too wide.. Nothing to say while having dinner or during Yum Cha session. I tried to bring some topic out to talk.. but it seems.. i am the one who keeps asking the question and she is the one who is answering. It hurts. I ask my friend (girl) for advice and comment. She is honest. She told me that "if this kind of situation you are facing, shows that the girl dont have any interest in you". It does hurt me alot. But atleast i know it. I kinda agree with it.Its have been 2 weeks i didnt see her. I have been just sms-ing her only. But i dont feel any better. Dont know what she is thinking. Mayb she is hiding it from me. I just dont know. I asked her " How are you?". She will just reply " Just normal lo". I understand that girl is protective, and doesnt tell anything to you if she doesnt trust you. But she told me b4 that she trust us. I really dont know what is going on in her mind. She is on holiday now.. Thought can invite her out for yum cha. Guess what.. Disappointed. She always occupied or tired. Until now I still cant invite her out. It really hurts me when she reply me " cant le.. you enjoy la". Hate to see these words. I just dont have the confidence to date her. Or just i dont have fate with her. I just been MSN-ing with her. She said she quite busy with personal stuff. Wondering what kind of personal stuff is she dealing wif... I know i shouldnt stick my nose into someone's personal stuff. From my point of view, Personal stuff are Financial , Love and Family. Her Financial and Family looks alright for me. Mayb she is Having love problems. Another new love.. mayb..i just think too much.
It is good to see my friend being with their loves ones.. How they can get together and stay like that. They seems to be very happy and lovely. Haha.. 2 thumbs for them. Wish they can stay like that.
I dont have the looks,the style, the cash, the cars,...
I have always been keeping every sad things. I wanna find someone who I can spit everything out to. I dont have a GF. So I cant. MY friend.. They cant give any advice nor comment. But Only one can. She listen an gives advice and comments. But it isnt enough, So i decided to Open my blog again.. Write everything down. Release myself, type everything, spit everything. I do feel better when i am typing this.
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