Thursday, July 28, 2005

Craziness

These day goes kinda bad...
I very easy to get angry at something...
omg.. wat i have become!!!!
I get angry and when i am angry i get confused and worry!!!
Mayb i just too stress out... too tired...
these few days have been thinking alot of things...which really kills my brain ><
Oh man... Time to get some rest....

Sunday, July 24, 2005

IBBM Camp!!!

IBBM Camp located behind the Zoo Negara.... it doesnt look like camping for me cause.... u get to sleep on a bed in a room with 12 room mates....and u get to eat 6 meals per day!!! :P
6 meal good?? nah.... the food is quite good... but not sometimes... the bad thing is... u need to walk all the way 3km by foot to reach the camp place.... cause buses cant get up the hill cause the roads are narrow....walking up hills really BAD... and it is KILLING imagine!!! 3KM up the hill!!! but lucky i made it on the 3rd place muahahhha 2 thumbs up for myself.... Alot of activities there.... 1 of the activities really freaking me out... one fella name "TOK MAN" talking about separating with familys and friend.... alot of gurl cried.... but the only one i m paying attention is my EX-GF..... i know she wont cry cause she is the one who always wans "FACE"... then that TOK MAN start to call us imagine we are in titanic... it hits the iceberg and it is sinking... and there is 1 small boat.. and u can only choose few frens to go in to the boat... teacher started to put chairs in the middle of the Hall.. and call students 1 by 1 to Knee Down and BAG them to let them get in the small boat... omg!!! every0ne started to cry even the guys!!! My EX-GF turn to knee down and talk to the teacher.. she keep talking and talking.... suddenly she turn at the back and scream " I HAVE MADE IT... YOU GUYS ALSO CAN DO IT" and she cried.... I Really wanted to hold her.... that moment i really just wan to hold her.... and clam her down.... but i cant.... Student getting little by little cause most of them have went to the other side of the hall.... then i told all my friends let go together... we aint going to knee down on the teachers.... we when there and the teacher told us to line up... and the teacher said we aint enuff serious.. then we go back to back of the hall.... getting little by little even some of my fren when to the other side of the hall... there only left 2 of my frens and me... My Frens started to call Kah Guan Faster come over here... u can make it... i see them screaming like that i also scare already.... they keep shouting then i go for a hit.... i didnt knee down and just be serious... and guess wat... i make it... lolz.... the other 2 of my fren ran out from the hall... >< aihz.... nvm.. behind the Hall... there is a great view over the mountains... beautiful view.... every night i must go there and stand there.... just to enjoy the breezing air and beautiful view.... even the morning time just too good.... alot of confusing question came to me... something about my EX-GF... how she become... too open with other people... too crazy in everything... too sporting.... everything have their own limits... over the limits there will be troubles... i wan to court her back.. i dont wanna waste the 2 years that have been together.... but.... her attitude is very terrible... i think about her attitude i get very angry... but... in my heart i love her.... i think there is nothin i can do for now.... i
just dont wan her to get hurt.... Oh God... Please.... Please Please...... help me!!!

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Worst Week

Just bought a new com... Very fast...
Thought can play all type of game...but i was wrong!!!
god damn the seller....
bring it back to fix already...
summore he said 100% no problem...
bring back also cannot play game...
it keeps auto restart...
wat the hell....