Monday, January 28, 2008

In search of my memory for you..

There is something quite real i found out. When you like someone and you dont have the confident and courage to ask her/him out or speak it up to her/him. You will afraid that you might scared him/her out when you do that and might end up seeing each other with a barrier between both of you. Speak or dont speak, Act or dont act.. There is risk in both ways..
When you wanna to understand the opposition the better and ask some deep question, they might just get cautious about you. They might think " Why he is asking me these kinds of questions?, He like me izzit?" There you go.. you might just scare the hell off them..

It sux to see someone you like is being with someone else. It feels like a dagger stab on your heart and you will do anything just to make it feel better(even driving off a cliff).

I asked myself.. Why Bruce have to go? When he was so young, handsome, and friendly. He is the social guy. Able to mix with anyone. Heard that he got a new car. Go club with pretty girls. Come on GOD!! He is having such a good life. Why u have to take him away?!?!?! That aint fair.

God why dont u just take someone who life is useless being around.Bruce isnt the one you should take.Take someone who doesnt social much with other people, Loves to show off, Big money spender, Selfish, Who always wan his pride high, weak hearted person, low confident, not a decision maker, always rely on parents, and his independent is low and the person who doesnt have anything and didnt success in anything. Well lets called it a FAILURE.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Rest In Peace Bruce..

When i was doing my project.. Ewing message me and told me that bruce is not around anymore.. The whole mood and feeling of mind turn 360 degree.. Such a sudden news..
He passed away because of denggi.. I was so shocked..

I just saw him on new year eve at the curve!! Anyways... Bruce.. Rest In Peace... Gonna miss you bro...

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Gong xi Gong xi...

My phone has been sent to the workshop for 2 times already because of the joystick problem.. Hate when this happens.. Joystick sux... Sony ericsson Please dont come out a good phone that comes with a joystick!! It will make SE fans dissapointed!!

I have been using motorola, nokia, samsung handphones... and this time is my first time having a sony ericsson phone.. I started to like every little thing on there platform, camera, media player.. but not their joystick.. Nokia is high end tech.. but SE is towards friendly users.. Actually we cant compare nokia and SE together.

Chinese New Year coming soon.. It is time for some ang paus.. hehe.. Feel like not gambling on cny.. but looking at everyone gambling. it will just pull me in too.. I have been losing alot since last 2 CNY... very very bad experience.. Hopefully this year bring me more cash... :P

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Self Awareness...

Something funny happened. I was out with my friend for a yum cha session.On the way there,my friend want me to stop by the guardian to get his needs. So i stop by at the guardian and drop him there. I stop just nearby the guardian shop entrance and infront there is a car getting out, so i thought that i might just park in so i wont be block anyone's way. So i park my car there and there another same car model as mine took the place where i stop at first. So my friend quickly finish his business. He quickly run out from the shop and nearly enter the wrong car!! OMG.. so shy.. haha.. He opened the door and the driver looked at him.. then he said sorry and saw that my car was just infront of that car... then he quickly run and enter the car.. and he told us that he nearly entered the wrong car... hahah..

My friend told me about "brainwash" class. It doesnt brainwashed you,but it seems like a pyschology class thingy. He explained what he learn from it. It's like a Self awareness class. Bring the REAL SELF out. He told me that I should go. I agree.

Honestly, I have been very self aware of myself. I know what I am going thru. I very cautious about my pride. And my closed minded brain. My half way Attitude, Behaviour. Very care about this. I have been controlling myself or tried to change myself to the "brighter" side. Things doesnt seems to be easy tho. But i am trying hard. I dislike hearing instruction from people, but i must be humble to learn things from people. I have a low confident on myself, cant make decision and too rely on my parents and a very weak hearted person. Any small problem can destroy my mood and my wilingness. Independent is another problem too.

I know my problems, and trying hard to change it.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Abit of Myself

I'm a car buff.. Love everythings that deal with cars.. Hopefully my parent's business goes great and can get me a sport car in the future.. hehe.. that what i wished...nothing more.. just a sport car.. silvia or a Rx8.. hahah..nothing much to blog about.. Everything is back to normal.. going back to college.. studying.. go home.. eat.. sleep..

My routine.. Hopefully it will change sometime around.. ^^

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

New Year Begun.. So?

Another year have passed.. New year has begun.. unexpected things will be coming around and slapping on ur face..

Let see some car~~~ The Extreme Nights~~~






Dont miss out the girls~~~~













Such a Paralyzer arent they~~ hahaha









Man.. Cant wait to have my car out there and a model posing on it... haha
























I Damn like this pic :P