Craziness

These day goes kinda bad...
I very easy to get angry at something...
omg.. wat i have become!!!!
I get angry and when i am angry i get confused and worry!!!
Mayb i just too stress out... too tired...
these few days have been thinking alot of things...which really kills my brain ><
Oh man... Time to get some rest....

IBBM Camp!!!

IBBM Camp located behind the Zoo Negara.... it doesnt look like camping for me cause.... u get to sleep on a bed in a room with 12 room mates....and u get to eat 6 meals per day!!! :P
6 meal good?? nah.... the food is quite good... but not sometimes... the bad thing is... u need to walk all the way 3km by foot to reach the camp place.... cause buses cant get up the hill cause the roads are narrow....walking up hills really BAD... and it is KILLING imagine!!! 3KM up the hill!!! but lucky i made it on the 3rd place muahahhha 2 thumbs up for myself.... Alot of activities there.... 1 of the activities really freaking me out... one fella name "TOK MAN" talking about separating with familys and friend.... alot of gurl cried.... but the only one i m paying attention is my EX-GF..... i know she wont cry cause she is the one who always wans "FACE"... then that TOK MAN start to call us imagine we are in titanic... it hits the iceberg and it is sinking... and there is 1 small boat.. and u can only choose few frens to go in to the boat... teacher started to put chairs in the middle of the Hall.. and call students 1 by 1 to Knee Down and BAG them to let them get in the small boat... omg!!! every0ne started to cry even the guys!!! My EX-GF turn to knee down and talk to the teacher.. she keep talking and talking.... suddenly she turn at the back and scream " I HAVE MADE IT... YOU GUYS ALSO CAN DO IT" and she cried.... I Really wanted to hold her.... that moment i really just wan to hold her.... and clam her down.... but i cant.... Student getting little by little cause most of them have went to the other side of the hall.... then i told all my friends let go together... we aint going to knee down on the teachers.... we when there and the teacher told us to line up... and the teacher said we aint enuff serious.. then we go back to back of the hall.... getting little by little even some of my fren when to the other side of the hall... there only left 2 of my frens and me... My Frens started to call Kah Guan Faster come over here... u can make it... i see them screaming like that i also scare already.... they keep shouting then i go for a hit.... i didnt knee down and just be serious... and guess wat... i make it... lolz.... the other 2 of my fren ran out from the hall... >< aihz.... nvm.. behind the Hall... there is a great view over the mountains... beautiful view.... every night i must go there and stand there.... just to enjoy the breezing air and beautiful view.... even the morning time just too good.... alot of confusing question came to me... something about my EX-GF... how she become... too open with other people... too crazy in everything... too sporting.... everything have their own limits... over the limits there will be troubles... i wan to court her back.. i dont wanna waste the 2 years that have been together.... but.... her attitude is very terrible... i think about her attitude i get very angry... but... in my heart i love her.... i think there is nothin i can do for now.... i
just dont wan her to get hurt.... Oh God... Please.... Please Please...... help me!!!

Worst Week

Just bought a new com... Very fast...
Thought can play all type of game...but i was wrong!!!
god damn the seller....
bring it back to fix already...
summore he said 100% no problem...
bring back also cannot play game...
it keeps auto restart...
wat the hell....

Incomplete

After breaking up wit my EX...
All Feel That i have been Stupid for 2 years....
At First i Really Cant Let it go...
Time passes... getting to accept it...
She Have been with another guy secretly behind my back...
I have been very angry... Feel like wan to "revenge"...
I admit it i also got wrong in dat...
then i started to tried to go on like i never knew her...
Today i Got a news from my friend.. about her bf have ditch her...
I should be happy.. but it seem i dont...
I Felt Sad about it.... ARGH... WTF i m doing...
Wake up Dude!!!
I thinking about wat yew wing said.."Dont Get Her Back"
EEErrr... did i think about getting her back... NO...
But why i keep thinking about those word he said to me... oh fucked up..

"Incomplete"

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is
Incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby my baby it's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is
Incomplete
I don't meant to drag it on
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go

Back to Blogging!!

So Long Already Didnt Blog...
Time Goes Fast..And Life Is Short...
In 1 Month April... I Lose Two Of My Loved Uncle And GrandMother...
Gonna Miss them...
Exam is here... it will last for 2 weeks... OMG!!!
Me and My Friends Decide to Go Sunway Pyramid after exam...
Wanna Invite Some girls to go too....Hahaha..
Oh Man...Today Worse Day ever... Sick until gonna die...summore need to walk home in da sunny day.
Got Attracted to a new gurl at my school... name Candy...
ah man... such a elegant look she got...
but i think i wont chase her... cause. still haunted by the old times...
My Old Love.... Aih... Wish time goes faster... Get out from the school...and start a new life...
Get Addicted to this two songs.... The Killers - Mr.BrightSide.... and The Calling - Anything...
Nice song,...

Peaceful Night~~~

Spending the whole night wil my frenz... cun..
Kok Hoe, Zhung Bing, and Wei Chek...
Went to Night Market, Yum Cha...
So cun... even tho it was four of us...
when to a Playground and stay there for awhile..
All take one place.. settle down... and start to think about Ex-Gf..
While listening to music... Thinking... Talking...
It Was So Quiet.. *Wished Someone Could Be There Too* ><

Turn Back The Clock

Wish Dat i can Turn back the Time...
Back to the time and turn back things right....
I just wish dat.. i shouldnt have done the things to her when at that party.....
Regretted...

Tong Hua....

These day damn hot.. just got sunburn from swimming on last saturday.... damn siong...
MY parents started to blend cucumber+lime+salt juice ><
It is NASTY....
Tomorrow my grandma will going to a operation... In every operation there is a risk..
Wish everything will be fine... ><...
When my Fren send me this song.. Guang Liang - Tong Hua...
It really make me addicted to it...
Even got his MV for that song...
When i Hear it... It Gives me some kind of Feeling.. I also dont know wat kind of feeling is it...
><

Bleah..

MY Grandmother is admitted back into UKM again...
Heard from my mom dat my grandmother got something wrong wit da bone..
no good...

Police~~~

Today when back home early...
just got back home..got a phone call from chun eng...
"Oi KaH Guan Wei Chek Got Beaten Up Faster Come"
Quickly Rush out and go to the school..
I Ask them wat happen...who beat him up...
Chun eng told me dat.. 4 indians hold his head and keep whackin his head..
WTF... is those freaking indians from my class... ma chi bai...
Made a police report...when see doctor and do x-ray...
Tomorrow dont let me see them...
if not i freaking whack their ass up...
It is Sad to see my fren to get beaten up badly.. and he is half dead ><
Damn angry this afternoon.. )=

Wat the hell...

Last few days my grandma when into the hospital named HUKM
The Hospital damn big...BUT SUX!!!
The place where my grandma in... damn freaking hot...
Wat kind of hospital is this?!!?!
Open the window... those wind isnt cool but it is HOT!!
OMG... even the nurse services DAMN SUX!!!
The hose is strangling my grandma neck..and they dont care...
WTF!!! Summore the damn doctor is on OFF
Wan to know more detail about my grandma also cannot ><
Such a big hospital can run out of electricity...
The place in there is damn BAD!!!
even a private hospital is way better than goverment hospital!!
Talked wit my parent about changing my grandma to Gleneagles hospital...
which is way way way better... cost around RM198 per night...
Should change there atleast there is way better service at there..
summore can get single room... way better...

Really True..

I wont talk,I wont breathe

I wont move till you finally see

That you belong with me

You might think i dont look

But deep inside

In the corner of my mind

Im attached to you

Im weak

Its true

Cuz im afarid to know the awnsers

Do you want me too?

Cuz my heart keeps fallnig faster

Ive waited all my life

To cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So i wont hide

Its time to try

Anything to be with you

All my life ive waiting

This is true

You dont know what you do

Everytime you walk into the room

Im afarid to move

Im weak

Its true

Im just scared to know the ending

Do you see me too?

Do you even know u met me?

Ive waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So i will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with you

All my life ive waited

This is true

I know when i go ill be on my way to you

The way thats true

Ive waited all my life to cross this line

To the only thing thats true

So i will not hide

Its time to try anything to be with you

All my life ive waitied

This is true

Missing** A slut**??

Miss the days..
Miss the times...
Miss the time when we skate together...
Miss the times when we cook together...
Miss the times when u split milo on my face..
Miss the times we ride motorcycle...
Miss the times we eat together...
Miss the times when we watch movie together..
Miss the times when i give u piggy back ride...
Miss the times when we eat chicken wing by the roadside...
Miss the times we play PS together...
Miss the times i walk u home from school...
Miss the times when we argue...
Miss the times when we draw the wall wit chalk..
Miss the times when we play water fight...
Miss the times when i carry u back to yew wing house...
Miss the times when we exchange present...
Miss the times when we sms together..
Miss the times when take photo together..
Miss the times when we teasing each other...
Miss the times when we ride bicycle together..
Miss the times when we play basketball together..
Miss the times when we play badminton together...
Miss the times when we swimming...
Miss the times when we playing in sunway lagoon...
Miss the times when we were shopping together..
Miss the times when we play bowling together..
Miss the times when we talk to each other...

Why u must become like dat??? It Is More Than A Slut...
Slut...
Alot of thing u dont know....
People is talking behind u...
Know wat u do....Know how u act...
Look at yourself... Wat have become in u...
A Slut*?
Take a Deep look.... b4 u do anything....

Lion Dance

Happy Chinese New Year!!!
Yesterday Night there is a Lion Dance at here in my Home...
damn noisy...but nice la...
the things is....the lion dance go into each room and turn one round...bleah..
dirty the rooms only...
My dog like running away when we playing the firecracker...hahhaha
damn alot of people...crowd sia..
my father fren drink like hell only..
shouting Yam seng!!!
BLEAH...

CNY coming

Woohoo...CNY coming....
Schooling Days kinda Bored.....
But still need to study ><
SPM coming....
Getting RDY for CNY :D get the house clean~~~
And buying soft drinks CUN
Scare the soft drink finish b4 CNY :P
Today school kinda fun.... Vivian Laugh until crazy O.-
Because i was trying to say some mandarins out...eventho i dont knoe them.... ><
On the last subject nearly end up fighting Wit dat freaking indian Fella...

Another Moody Day

Today use to be a Nice day...looking at taekwondo class wit my frens....
all playing wit handsets....playing all different type of songz....
hahaha...summore we play all the "cun" songz...
everyone lookin at us hahah..
Became a jesus for 2 times today....
lye ying have been come up to me...speaking of weng lam things...
why??how come?? bleah...
walau ehhh....capture me for half day liao....
atlast terlepas...boleh cabut and rest....
After dat we all went to have a drink at the mamak...
while having a drink...wei chek suddenly say...eh..i saw mei kim...in the car...
Her New "BF" drove a Black vios...
She come down form the car...ask Kai wee(who is sitting next to me)to get her the add maths text book
wtf she needs the text book when she got one...
kai wee when to take the book...she sit next to me....
oh fark it... i keep telling myself(calm down max)
I hate it...She dont know wat she have done....
She dont even care about it....
After getting wat she wans...Wei chek ask me...
Wei Dude u ok?..i know how u feels...
ARGH...she spoiled my day...

Tired and Nice

Damn tired...After Clean This and That....Bring the computer down from my room and Put it back into the
Computer room O.o...
Start Clean the whole house... because of CNY coming ^^...
Now this computer room have become a entertainment room....Can watch Tv...2 computers...hahaah
Can even play DreamCast ^^...
Holidays Past so fast~~... Cant get enuff of DOTA!!
I still remember...Dota wit Allan,bee,xen and eu jin...until 5 o clock in da morning hahah...Damn nice...

Yea...Yesterday Gone to RO carnival..
The Exhibition Centre Like crowd wit peoplez...
So many leng lui...Wah...
There alot of RO merchandise...Such like key chain and stuffs..
When the Auction Time...Bidding for those Virtuel Item...
People Keep putting their hand up until the price gone to RM6500!!
People Really spend alot of money on to RO..
The 1st Biatch Really Lucky..+10 Lord Circlet and +10 MG only for RM600!!
There is a Huntress in the Carnival the One&Only Pretties Character in there..
When i Saw ging3r....This jeramine keep shouting "ging3r".
Quickly "KILL" and Ta pau" him...and bring him to a corner....
*phew*..wish she didnt saw me while i was Ta pauing him...><

我跺在车里 手握着香宾
想要给你生日的惊喜
你越走越近有俩个声音
我措手不及只好愣在那里
我应该在车底
不应该在车里
看到你们有多甜蜜
这样以来我也
比较容易死心
给我里开的勇气
他一定很爱你
也把我比下去
分手也只用了一分钟而已
他一定很爱你
比我会讨好你
不会像我这样的孩子气为难着你

Surviving Moodless

The Days goes faster than i thought....
I Think I have changed...i rather stay wit my own day routine...
Better than something new like going wit frenz....
Haha..Sorry Guys...FFK u guys at sungai wang...really cant make it that day....
There is nothin bothering me...but i end up moodless when i m in school....
Pretty Chucked up><...
Aaahh...Mayb Should try something new....
Something New to myself....
Really Tuned into Ah Du- Ta Yi Deng Hen Ai Ni
Jade Kwan - Fang Sheng
Zhang Dong Liang- Hurt