Everybody's laughing in my mind,
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy,
Do you do what you did when you
did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't!

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me

That should be me,
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes,
It's funny how you used that time
To have me replaced,
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me,
You're takin' him where we used to go,
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart,
It's working 'cause you know that,...

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me ,

Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart!!!

Crash and die.

You said you are tired, that you couldn't love anyone again...

後視鏡裏的世界 越來越遠的道別
hou shi jing li de shi jie yue lai yue yuan de dao bie
The world from the rear view mirror becomes more and more like a distant goodbye

你轉身向背 側臉還是很美
ni zhuan shen xiang bei che lian hai shi hen mei
You turn around but your side profile is still very beautiful

我用眼光去追 竟聽見你的淚
wo yong yan guang qu zui jing ting jian ni de lei
I use my vision to chase you, yet I hear your tears

在車窗外面排徊 是我錯失的機會
zai che chuang wai mian pai hui, shi wo cuo shi de ji hui
Outside the car window, is my missed opportunity

你站的方位 跟我中間隔著淚
ni zhan de fang wei gen wo zhong jian ge zhe lei
the place where you stand and mine is separate by tears

街景一直在後退 你的崩潰在窗外零碎
jie jing yi zhi zai hou tui ni de beng kui zai chuang wai ling sui
The street views are continuously receding, you start to fragment outside the window

我一路向北 離開有你的季節
wo yi lu xiang bei li kai you ni de ji jie
I head towards the north to leave the times we've shared

你說你好累 已無法再愛上誰
ni shuo ni hao lei yi wu fa zai ai shang shui
You said you were already tired and cannot fall in love with anybody again

風在山路吹 過往的畫面全都是我不對
feng zai shan lu chui guo wang de hua mian quan dou shi wo bu dui
The wind is blowing on the mountain road, all of our previous memories were my wrongdoings

細數慚愧 我傷你幾回
xi su can kui wo shang ni ji hui
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances

我一路向北 離開有你的季節
wo yi lu xiang bei li kai you ni de ji jie
I head towards the north to leave the season which describes you

方向盤周圍 回轉著我的後悔
fang xiang pan zhou wei hui zhuan zhe wo de hou hui
My regrets revolves around my steering wheel

我加速超越 卻甩不掉緊緊跟隨的傷悲
wo jia sui chao yue que shuai bu diao jing jing gen shui de shang bei
I tried to accelerating, but i cant ditch the closely following sadness

細數慚愧 我傷你幾回
xi shu can kui wo shang ni ji hui
Counting my shamefulness, I have hurt you too many instances

停止狼狽 就讓錯純粹
ting zhi lang bei jiu rang cuo chun cui
Stop the anguish by letting my wrongdoings


Regretted, why i didn't make you mine when i had the chance,
Wish i can turn back time.

Never knew..

Mayb i am just a nice guy driver to them for all this time..

tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights

I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be WRONG for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries....

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life

Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool

I could take it as a new beginning
But you know I don't feel that way
Who will take all this pain away?
I know it's wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life

Tears, me apart.

When she keeps drinking non stop,
When she keeps quiet and doesnt tell me anything,
When she tried to shovel me away,
When she just keeps quiet and sits there alone,
When she justs keep asking for beers,
When she keeps talking in japanese, i really wish i understand what she said.
It really hurts me alot. I wish i can read her mind..

When she falls down and cry, i am glad that i were there to hold her.
I feel the immerse pain even tho my whole body was numb,
Whispering words to her, telling her,
That i will be there for her, always.
I will carry her, never let her down,

Nice guy?

Nice guy/NG,

Being a nice guy to a girl. Might in end as friends. I dont wanna be a NG.. But i dont know how to.. Doesnt means not being a NG is becoming a Bad guy, Who hits, cheat, doesnt care about her guy.

I think i am being way too nice to her. I got an advice saying if this continues, i might end up as a best friend. Damn. Wanted to spend more time with her... but her time schedule are tight!

Friend : Hey you got to move fast, but not to fast if not, when it takes too long. You will be her best friend.

Me: Seriously? I dont know what to do.

Friend: Go with the flow, try to ask her more out on a date. Show her that you are interested with her. Do the 5s.

Me: What 5s?

Friend: Eye Contact, Make her Laugh, Remember the things she said, Make some physical contact, Ask her out!. This is the 5s and dont confess! Confess is totally gonna get u screwed! Confess is for losers.

I still dont know how she feels about me. Bought her meds. Ask her out for dinner. Ask her for movies. Her schedule are too tight!

NG tends to finish last. Why? From what i know from other NGs. Normally girls thinks NG is boring, and they tends to go out with.. lets say bad guys.. They are more exciting, fun. When the girls got boring with the Bad guys, if anythings happens. The girls will look at a NG for company and if the NG are lucky. They get her.. So that why, NG finish last. Nice Guy Syndrome.. Sux.

Dont give up until the last minute.