Tears, me apart.

When she keeps drinking non stop,
When she keeps quiet and doesnt tell me anything,
When she tried to shovel me away,
When she just keeps quiet and sits there alone,
When she justs keep asking for beers,
When she keeps talking in japanese, i really wish i understand what she said.
It really hurts me alot. I wish i can read her mind..

When she falls down and cry, i am glad that i were there to hold her.
I feel the immerse pain even tho my whole body was numb,
Whispering words to her, telling her,
That i will be there for her, always.
I will carry her, never let her down,